If you are looking for my published book, Violet

 (CLICK HERE)

Other things I have written that used to have Pages on Facebook before my account was disabled due to an Instagram Account that is not mine violating terms. I still have a few months to appeal and keep trying. Where it asks me to log into Instagram and I do my real one for it to not work and me appeal both of that account. 

Patience! 

Will get my stories here in time, (Click Here)

If you want to see food I cook, (Click Here) 

If you are wanting to gawk at my dresses I have made, I am no longer able to make them with Joanne Fabric stores all shutting down. Hobby Lobby does not have the finer material I use and most Walmart's have removed their sewing sections to have cheap 1 time wear fabrics. I never even sold one anyways. Was more a hobby to glorify myself and impress guys. I have a new boyfriend now and now time or the mentality to sew. 

But for dresses I have made and on Wannabe models at BYFT in 2023, (CLICK HERE) 

If you just miss my Facebook and or want to read about me, (CLICK HERE) 

I have to reinvent my website due to my Facebook disabled, for reasons I do not know, and feel was the fat Hitler 8-year-old dyke bitches from Konnect Pop Colorado who have nothing better to do than click on my profile and complain when not even on my friend's list. I am legally mentally disabled, and it is okay apparently for them to do such. I just say that phrase above and don't even know their names, except most of the dozen who voted me out, blocked, and banned me from all events in 2020 cause of a comment I had on a BlackPink Music Video. The love to have people under 18, I say do not count because they are not adults do not put them in adult situations, they jump to sexual, but I mean drama crap. Where many are middle-aged to hate me because I refuse to pretend to be 20. Being 31 to me a 19-year-old is a kid still and feels pedophilia to me and I am not that. I am old enough to be high school kids' mothers and worse, step-mom! People I went to high school with, graduation class of 2011, have kids in middle school and high school. 

But I guess there is some Asian or middle eastern man showing up under my Facebook account now. I am still trying to appeal it.

Why am I so loved? 

Cause then I have that fat black asshole who stole my identity the end of 2022 at it again since I am applying for jobs and feel how he got a copy of my old ID and Passport. I have a list of jobs that were not. Even a story about one I actually went to, and the office door was open with everything covered in dust, with on computer on, random photos around the breakroom.

Where I guess there is some Isralian or Pakastanian dude out by the airport who scoffs over the fat black asshole saying he is not fat or black. For me to relate that to the airport and guess are terrorists. I know some of my FB posts or YouTube vids I uploaded of my dresses would notify me of being bannded in Russia. It was during the start of the current war in Russia. Where I am sad to have my FB disabled and my friend I met playing Sims Social on FB a decade ago lives there. He was right on the edge to tell me scared everyday raising his Daughter. He was about my age. I wished I had my own place may times and try not to feel sorry of the dozens of people I may have helped there lives throughout the world or even in Colorado not living with my mom and stability in life. 

Side note, the growth on my forehead since age 3, I am 31, makes me a God in those middle eastern countries. For countries like Asia right by to know and respect, but America seen disgusting I don't have 20k+ to remove? Going back to KonnectPop Colorado, they don't realize Korea is right there and has influences and connections with those conutries they are American 9/11 racist fucks over to trash talk me and call me evil? Still me against, what now? 10,000 of them, but with half their weights, you may as well triples it. Haahahahha, fatty joke, lol. 

If not, then that dude is probably DIA related or Rideshare and why do people obsess so much over me? People said I never do anything and in 2023 took 6 trips, being 12 times on a plane I would say, for others to say you were not you only left 6 times, and I took one road trip with my mom, an aunt, and one of my 2nd cousins to Texas for a first cousin's wedding. I call people stupid when I say 1st or 2nd. 2nd means, one of my 1st cousins' kids. Or if they are my mom's first cousin, they are my 2nd for their kids to be my 3rd. Ex. my mom's mom, my grandma, had siblings so, my grandma's sister is my mom's aunt or my great aunt, making their kids my mom's 1st cousin and my 2nd cousin. Or my mom was one of 11 being at the end and is 17 years younger than her oldest sister who had kids when my mom was born. Making my mom the same age as some of her nieces who have kids my age, who have kids. 

I could name off old co-workers, neighbors, guys I went on one date with, my ex I was with for 8 months in 2024 last year, people I went to high school with, lyft and uber drivers, I know the Venezuelans who use to wash windows in the streets now driving lyft also have some beef with me and how did they ever get my Facebook account before it was disabled?

My level 2 stardom I feel is a full 3 or 3.5 now. I am known. People know who I am. People want to be me or with me or just in the same room as me or eat what I eat and buy what I buy. And I know them not. Even past jobs, like, after a couple years there faces go blurry in my memory and then I associate them with others I went to schools with to remember and no remember them exactly, lol. 

Speaking of stars, I have enemies in Hollywood for no reason other than I am a beautiful intelligent woman, who lives with her mom, and refuses to be a whore. Oh, and I can out drink them, and I like to eat, but am not fat, as most of Colorado says I am too skinny. Being a size 5 junior, 4 women, or 16 youth/kids dress is too small? But everyone wants size 0 models? They say I look young cause I am not fat or sure how to give, how my mom says, gorilla arms and a muff (vagina fat) or make my forearms and wrists fat. 

I also know the government, Lyft, anything on my phone, even this laptop I am typing on that has no microphone people seem pissy when I call into zoom has a camera and I am being watched with no make-up on. 

Who else? 

My brother hates me for reasons I don't know. I know he tells lies like my mom, but I still love him.